I've been depressed lately. I'm not sure exactly why,
but I'm depressed. My original thought is that it was the
game I've been playing(Katawa Shoujo), but now it may be
the operation and the pain medicine. I feel like I need
to get outside. I remember, when I was letting my cat in
my house, I looked outside and felt like I should go
outside, but felt like I can't and shook my head at the
door and closed the door. My parents came back from dinner
and the very first thing my mom asked me was how I was
feeling. After I said I'm ok, she guessed that I was
feeling a little down, which I didn't deny. She told me
that I should get together with some of my friends. I've
talked to one of my friends already with how I'm
depressed and then that was about it. Maybe I should just
talk with some of my other friends, and maybe that'll work.
I guess I just need to get my mind off of things, which
this game I'm playing doesn't exactly do. If anything, the
game just makes me feel worse. It makes me think about how
I'm like the people in there. Hopefully, I can get outside
tomorrow and be with some of my friends, but so far, I've
gotten absolutely no response from any of them.
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